Lamb in His Bosom

I have dreams, one of the things that I dream about doing sometimes is living in the middle of nowhere long ago, before modern conveniences and living off the land. Well, that dream is no longer there after reading this book. This book centers around one woman Cean (said see ann) and her life. At the beginning of the book she gets married to a good man named Lonzo and they are heading to their new home, a brand new cabin built in the middle of the Georgia woods. Cean is young (I don't remember if it tells how old she was, but I think she was around 16 or 17), but she is excited about the prospects of her new life coming up. Her husband is good to her and they are quite happy and seem to have everything they need. She is soon pregnant with their first and it spends a lot of time on how she feels being pregnant and then the horrors of delivery. She is not anxious to have another but soon conceives and bears another daughter. After her second child is born she returns to her happy free self until she becomes pregnant with her third which she is not happy about. The story that got me the most happens when her third child, a son, is born. Lonzo is away to the coast where he goes once a year for two weeks to trade their goods from their farm for other things they need. She went into labor early and worked through it for the day with her two daughters running around. It is so hot that the little girls are not wearing any clothes and they have the windows and doors open. As night falls she puts the girls to sleep on her bed (again not wearing any clothes, it's so hot) and around midnight she bears her son. She is so exhausted, for obvious reasons, that she lays on her bed with her newborn son and begins to fall asleep. She remembers that she left the windows open but decided she didn't need to worry because the hound dogs were quiet. Of course, right then the dogs started howling and she realizes that the mountain lions (or painters as she called them) could smell the blood from the delivery of her son and were drawn to her house. She gets out of bed to close the windows and the door, and after she does she turns around only to find a mountain lion in her home standing between her and her newborn baby and two older daughters. She grabs the gun and shoots the mountain lion and then climbs into bed. It made me thankful for hospitals and epidurals and that I don't have to worry about wild animals coming into my house. Also, I've been imagining the scenario and realized that there were probably flies everywhere, so it makes me also grateful for screens on my windows and door.

Times goes on and she ends up bearing around 16 children. The reason I gave this book three stars was because it is so sad. She is surrounded by sorrow and death. Her brother is an adulterer and leaves his wife to go to California and his wife marries his brother. Her parents die and another time Lonzo is gone to the coast she has 14 or so children at this point her house burns down in the middle of the night and she has to take her 14 kids and walk 6 miles to her parent's house to stay until Lonzo could come home and build them a new house.

This book cured me of ever wanting to live in the wilderness. In my mind it sounds so ideal. Surrounded by nature, living off the land, working hard to provide for my family, the only sounds are sounds of nature, etc. But this book brought me back to reality and what it really means, bugs everywhere, wild animals, no air conditioner, no dishwasher or washer and dryer, no lights that come on with the flip of a switch, no running water straight from the faucet , and most importantly no flushing toilets.

There was one thing that struck me about this book. Cean loved her children very much, it showed in how she grieved for those she lost and how she thought about her children, but I don't think she enjoyed them much. At this time her children were there to work for her, her oldest cooked the meals and cared for the younger children, the boys worked out in the field for her husband. She didn't have time, like I do now, to stop and play with her children to tickle them and tease them. I love being with my children, talking to them, laughing at their jokes and just learning who they are. This is another thing I didn't think of. Like I said she was so busy doing her work, cleaning, spinning cotton for clothes, cooking, and caring for the animals that it consumed her time and all those children were a burden to her because they were mostly girls, which meant they couldn't be out in the field helping their father. Another thing that I'm grateful for living in this time is education. She did know how to read, but she had never gone to school and neither do her children. Well, actually they did for a few short weeks until she developed a grudge against the new priest who was running the school (she actually marries him later on) and then she pulled them out to make a point. I'm glad that my children get an education and for the opportunity to see them learn.

This book opened my eyes to reality and how much I do have to be grateful for, so maybe I should give it five stars instead for doing that for me.

The Store

I'm still not sure what to write or think about this book. It is a gray book. The main character Colonel Miltiades Vaiden is a gray person. By this I mean he is honest and brave but he's also domineering and highly prejudiced, which is according to the time and place that he lived. This story takes place shortly after the Civil War in Alabama. Colonel Vaiden was the leader of the Klan where he lived and also ran a cotton plantation where he was in charge of all the slaves. The book starts by telling about how after the war ended he didn't have any prospects of being great; he's married to an overweight woman named Ponny (he married her for money which he never received), and he is very poor and living in a shabby house. The whole town is anxious for Grover Cleveland to be elected as President of the U.S. because he's a democrat and they think he will help the economy of the South. On the other hand, all the African Americans there are afraid that they will have to be slaves again if a democrat is elected to office.

Col. Vaiden has a mortal enemy named Mr. Handback. Years before Col. Vaiden's family had a great cotton harvest and "sold" it to Mr. Handback in the morning of the same day that Mr. Handback declared bankruptcy and the Vaidens were never paid the money they earned. They blamed this incident of why Co. Vaiden had a lack of prestige and income. Col. Vaiden, however wants to start a store and goes to work for Mr. Handback in his store to see how it is done. All the African Americans go to him at the store because he's honest with them. He will give them a pound of bacon if they ask for it and Mr. Handback asks him to stop. This is the most irritating thing about the book-- the treatment of these ex-slaves. It really opened my eyes to the struggle that they had after they were set free and what they had to go through to make a voice for themselves. Even though they were free, they were still treated like slaves and the older men and women felt they had to continue to act this way to live a happy life.

Meanwhile we are introduced to Gracie Vaiden who was a slave for the Vaiden family and her son, Toussaint. We find out that Toussaint is actually the Colonel's son, though neither of them know it. The night before Col. Vaiden was to be married to a rich girl, Drusilla Laceback, she ran off with another man. In his rage, Col. Vaiden rapes Gracie and she becomes pregnant. Poor Gracie. She was a "companion" for a captain in the army (this is who Col. Vaiden thinks is the father of Toussaint) and for Mr. Handback. She is barely dark at all, there is so much Vaiden blood in her and Toussaint is almost completely white. He dreams of moving to the North where he believes he could live as a white man and no one would know.

While Col. Vaiden is working for Mr. Handback he basically steals all of Mr. Handback's cotton and sells it. He makes over forty thousand dollars, then for some reason after he gets the money he goes to confront Mr. Handback. By this time Mr. Handback already knows what happened (he originally thought the cotton had washed away in a big rainstorm) and they get into a fight. A young law student (I forgot his name, sorry) comes and tries to help them come to an agreement. Col. Vaiden has to spend the night in jail. The next morning the young law student comes and tells the Col that he only has to give Mr. Handback ten thousand dollars and sign a document that he won't press any charges and they'll forget the whole thing. After he gets out of jail thinking he got off pretty free he finds that his wife had a miscarriage and died because she was frightened by the sheriff and Mr. Handback who were looking for the money and digging in their back yard. He's really not too saddened by Ponny's death and is now wealthy.

All the while the Colonel has a nephew who came to Florence to go to college and he is boarding with the Colonels brother and his wife. Jerry (this is the nephew's name) is odd. He declares he is an atheist and has a desire to reach a higher power. He knows that if he can overcome certain emotions, such as, lust, anger, revenge, that a wise man will come to him and tell him the secrets of life and he will be elevated to greatness. Unfortunately he meets Sydna Crowninshield who is Drusilla's daughter. He falls in love with her even though she is a few years older than him.

Well, the Colonel begins to buy property and buys the old plantation that he used to run (the Lacefield's, all these families are intertwined) from Mr. Handback because he is broke and needs to sell things off. The Col puts Gracie and Toussaint out there to run the plantation and they do a great job of it. So the Colonel thinks that now that he is wealthy and has all this land and he also opened a store in the town that Drusilla will marry him. He begins to go to the Crowninshield home to get back into their good graces. I need to mention that Sydna always looked to the Colonel as her protector. She was told by her mother that the Colonel was there when Sydna's father died on the battlefield and asked the Colonel to look after his daughter, so she admired the Colonel greatly. When the Colonel asks Drusilla to marry him she refuses and he finds out that she believes her daughter is in love with the Colonel so he asks Sydna if she is and if she would marry him and so she does. It never tells how old he is, just middle age and Sydna is in her mid-twenties, but they do get married. At one point I thought Jerry and Sydna might run off before the wedding, but they don't and she marries him.

At this time Mr. Handback is depressed because he is so poor and losing so much money. He goes to Gracie and asks her to run away with him to Mexico where they could have a normal life together. She is about to, but tells him that she let the Colonel hide the money he stole from Mr. Handback in her house and he gets angry at her betrayal to him and he goes out and kills himself. Toussaint meets a young school teacher and marries her and they begin to run the plantation.

The young law student and Mr. Handback's son accuse the Colonel of not having the correct deed to the land and so he's about to loose it. The postmaster, who is a character in himself, but I feel like this is getting too long so I won't go into him too much, approaches the Colonel and tells him he was visited by someone who was dead and had a message for the Colonel that what he needs is in the cash drawer. The Colonel goes to his store and searches his cash drawer but there isn't anything in there. The Colonel now has to sell off some belongings to make up for the money he owes to everyone. He goes to the plantation and tells Toussaint and his wife, Lucy, that they need to bring all the farming tools to town so he can sell them. They go to the young now attorney (he passed the bar) and they file a suit against the Colonel saying that he was going against the contract. This enrages the town and they go to court. The ending is strange and I think a little strained. It didn't make a lot of sense to me. The town freaks out about two thieves who the Sheriff brought in and puts in the jail. These thieves are alluded to throughout the book, but they never actually come into Florence, so I'm not sure why they are all so angry about these two men. But they attack the jail, but Toussaint is in there awaiting the judge's ruling on his suit against the Colonel. The town people are waiting for the Governor to leave the town so they can lynch these two thieves, around four o'clock. Gracie goes to the Colonel and tells him that Toussaint is his son and they go to save him from the jail but are too late. They see three men hanging from the tree. While the Colonel is grieving and thinking over the events of the day one of Mr. Handback's clerk comes to him and says that he was going through Mr. Handbacks documents and found the deed the Colonel needed in the cash drawer.

The story of this was good. It was very unpredictable. As I was reading I thought I knew what was going to happen, but something entirely different and rather strange would happen. The whole story of Jerry and his enlightenment seemed to be a strange character for the time and place that this novel is set. I think that it was interesting to read the social change that was slowly coming through this book, but irritating at the same time at the white men who felt that the n-----s (yes, this is what they called them through the whole book) shouldn't be educated because nothing good could come from it and that they should be kept in their place of manual labor for the white man. It makes me admire those of the African American race who stood up for themselves and made a change.